meh

[rkt]

i have a number of things i'm working on posting. lately, i've been 1/2 to all sick. busy. lazy. unmotivated. all of the, and maybe even none of the, above.

my 6-month anniversary at my job was wednesday. i apparently decided to celebrate by making not so minor error.

the motto of my life lately has been 'meh'.
it's like i'm in a funk. to be in a funk, i'd actually have to care.
it quite sucks really. and so i do care. but not in the way i would if i were in a funk.

my mojo's been missing for over a week now. that i do care about.

it's not like i'm depressed. i think i just need another vacation.

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meh...

[(Anonymous)]

whats up with you? not enough city crippling snow to jumpstart your normal inertia? Go down some more green shakes or something. I come to your site to be entertained...I don't want to know your not feeling well. Don't tell me dumping stalker boy is at the root of all this.

Re: meh...

[rkt.livejournal.com]

what are you talking about "ciy crippling snow"???? this here ain't shit. and it ain't crippling either. please, stop whining. i have the market covered on whining.

if i could down some green shakes, maybe i wouldn't have landed myself in this predicament. but, alas, this city has conspired against me to deprive me of one of my few true joys in life. and i just don't think that shakes ship well from minnesota or wisconsin; where i Know they exist.

so, instead, i have spent the day sleeping and sleeping. and intend to take another nap soon enough. i could shower you with more details, but i'll spare The Others.

stalker boy had certainly better not be at the root of this. unless he's cast a voodoo spell on me, which is possible and yet isn't, i don't find that likely.
(okay, so i know that made no sense, unless you're inside my head. which, if you are, then it is your [slew of expletives deleted] fault i have been so ill as of late and i'll have to ask you kindly to get the fuck out and leave my head alone.)

thank you.

oh happy day!

is that better?