rkt | magic wands

so.. back to my tarot....

i went to therapy tuesday and cross the street i was given a post card announcing a psychic fair with over 100 psychics at the time warner building across the street. apparently, court tv wanted to promote psychic detectives and rounding up the hacks around the city was their way.

so i killed some time. ate some indian food. and went to get in line.
i met with Sassi.

she instantly asked me if i had been in the peace corps. she could, apperntly, tell i had 'travelled'. (yeah, i've been out of the country. plus my demeanor still tends to scream MIDWESTERN. i think it's my lack of chic.)
she shuffled the cards while i thought about my question. (tarot questions aren't like birthday wishes. are they? when i wasn't pondering what the hell i was doing there, i was wondering vaguely what the hell the future held in store for me career wise. as in, how much longer am i going to keep myself at my Damn Job. )

she kept trying to watch my eyes and i kept avoiding eye contat. damn eyes tend to be too revealing and tricky, if i'm not careful. especially just after i've let my guard down from therapy and all.

so she laid down the cards and immediately declared i had just started a relationship. and went on to say i was going to get married to said person.
i was all hrmmmm... me? marry? ha. i wanted to tell her "i scoff at thee", but for a rarity, i wasn't that rude.
um, i mean, i know the first part of the relationship starting isn't all that wrong. but, again, i had just got off the phone from blabbering with

jadedjade and have no idea what we were discussing.
plus there's the chick in toronto who answered my pleasemarryme craig's list w4w ad. (i mean, what better way to get out of america than to get canadian citizenship via marriage to a woman? well, besides just getting a job there and all..)

so... anyway... yeah.
like my last psychic, she made vague references to me being a helper. blah. blah. blah. (though, unlike my last psychic, she wasn't talking to me at a party for a major non-profit.)

if she hadn't kept bringing up that damn marriage bit, i wouldn't have found her so funny, though. i mean, she did look the part.
and she had a crystal fucking ball on her table. why she couldn't use thet for me, i don't know.
damn it. i feel so cheated.

i am going to be travelling again in the near future.
and, (finally) i am going to be successful when i move on to my new career endeavors. i got very little detail in this department. despite the fact it was my focus question.
but the "bondage" that was holding me back isn't so much around, anymore, apparetnly, so i should be leaving soon enough.

and that is about the rest of the story as i can recall.