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rkti'm still not one to believe in LOVE for myself. i'm still not denying its existence, stilll maintaining it's horrendously over-reported, but every now and then i still get tempted to discount even Love between friends.
i'm no longer in the "i guess it's my fault, i should have seen it coming." camp. because while there's a certain amount of empowerment within self-blame, there's also an incredible amount of guilt. and my guilt complex lives on overload the way it is.
and i could blather on, but what i'm trying to say in all this: i still miss you.
edit but i do have a tremendous amount of belief in self-love for myself all.
i'm no longer in the "i guess it's my fault, i should have seen it coming." camp. because while there's a certain amount of empowerment within self-blame, there's also an incredible amount of guilt. and my guilt complex lives on overload the way it is.
and i could blather on, but what i'm trying to say in all this: i still miss you.
edit but i do have a tremendous amount of belief in self-love for
