therapy-free

i cancelled my next appointment and broke up with my therapist on her voicemail on thursday. i told her to let me know if she wanted me to reschedule to properly terminate.
she hasn't called me back yet to even acknowledge the call.
i'm thinking i should probably call her back on sunday so that she doesn't say i didn't make the effort to cancel and will thus "have" to charge me.

i was planning on doing it proper during our session next week tuesday, but then a ticket to colbert fell in my lap. .... break up with my therapist .... go to a taping of the colbert report .... break up with my therapist .... go to a taping of the colbert report .... yeah, i didn't actually put even that much thought into it.

this does mean i'm back to being therapist-less. we just weren't meshing.
i'm not one to easily let folks in, but once i do, i have such a tendency to let those people sit around and vampirically suck my energy that i don't feel like paying money to allow history to repeat itself.

i found her through the lesbian therapist referral network. calling the network will result in no details beyond a phone number... i'm not up for interviewing a new therapist right now... hence the therapy-free spell.
if i'm smart, this won't last very long and i'll just suck it up and make the call. however, i'm frequently more smrt than smart, though.