therapy-free

[rkt]

i cancelled my next appointment and broke up with my therapist on her voicemail on thursday. i told her to let me know if she wanted me to reschedule to properly terminate.
she hasn't called me back yet to even acknowledge the call.
i'm thinking i should probably call her back on sunday so that she doesn't say i didn't make the effort to cancel and will thus "have" to charge me.

i was planning on doing it proper during our session next week tuesday, but then a ticket to colbert fell in my lap. .... break up with my therapist .... go to a taping of the colbert report .... break up with my therapist .... go to a taping of the colbert report .... yeah, i didn't actually put even that much thought into it.

this does mean i'm back to being therapist-less. we just weren't meshing.
i'm not one to easily let folks in, but once i do, i have such a tendency to let those people sit around and vampirically suck my energy that i don't feel like paying money to allow history to repeat itself.

i found her through the lesbian therapist referral network. calling the network will result in no details beyond a phone number... i'm not up for interviewing a new therapist right now... hence the therapy-free spell.
if i'm smart, this won't last very long and i'll just suck it up and make the call. however, i'm frequently more smrt than smart, though.

Comments

[kaygigi.livejournal.com]

I, for one, am proud of you for finally breaking up with her. She sounded quite like the vapid incessant asshole that I once had. Hell, she didn't even understand about how your internal organs shut down during the heat!
If you need me to prod you into calling at some point in the future, thats what I'm here for.

[rkt.livejournal.com]

thanks. i'll let you know.
vapid is a pretty apt description.

she also needed me to break down "clicking" as in "chemistry (with another person)".