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a "real" journal entry?
Feb. 25th, 2003 02:08 amso far, things seem to be staying on an upside.
rather than jinx myself, i'll elaborate when All is good.
but, work is work. there are people there i love. people there who i hate. it's work. it wouldn't be so bad if i wasn't so inherently anti-beaurocracy.
in theory, i should be putting in more hours. but i'd rather not burn out. sure, i need the extra cash flow for my rock and roll life style; but if i end up crashing, i'll be even worse off.
right now the decision is when to make the next trek back the damn cities? then, there are other decisions to follow. what should i eat for breakfast? do i even want breakfast? is it really breakfast if it's 1130am? i hate making choices. don't ask me why. i cannot say. i have enough control issues the way it is.
oh, but, rumor has it that snow is expected. i do so love precipitation. it's enough to put me in a happy mood, even if it can kill my sinuses. more snow angels? i know, i know, i'm such an angel even without the snow. but a little bit won't hurt.
rather than jinx myself, i'll elaborate when All is good.
but, work is work. there are people there i love. people there who i hate. it's work. it wouldn't be so bad if i wasn't so inherently anti-beaurocracy.
in theory, i should be putting in more hours. but i'd rather not burn out. sure, i need the extra cash flow for my rock and roll life style; but if i end up crashing, i'll be even worse off.
right now the decision is when to make the next trek back the damn cities? then, there are other decisions to follow. what should i eat for breakfast? do i even want breakfast? is it really breakfast if it's 1130am? i hate making choices. don't ask me why. i cannot say. i have enough control issues the way it is.
oh, but, rumor has it that snow is expected. i do so love precipitation. it's enough to put me in a happy mood, even if it can kill my sinuses. more snow angels? i know, i know, i'm such an angel even without the snow. but a little bit won't hurt.
