new look rant part 2

[rkt]

i never finished my last entry.
so, with my new look, in addition to being told i look so nice now , i was also constantly asked, "so you got a man in your life?"
apparently, treating myself such must've been done for the benefit of some male figure in my life.

NO. i'm a PRINCESS damnit. IT'S ALL ABOUT ME.

the earth might revolve around some people, but as for me, i am definitely the center of the universe.

seriously though, change is good. but it's not complete if it doesn't done for oneself. and it depresses me thinking that so many people would actually change for no other reason than for somebody else.

hsssss. i say. hssssssss.

i'm not even going to try to go for coherence here. it's just not worth it. how can you, afterall???

Comments

[dr-groovenstein.livejournal.com]

Invited to post in pwned_

[ex-flowed553.livejournal.com]

people do change for others. it is already obvious that i am a sponge in a relationship. i take on a lot of my behaviors from the other person's ways.

yet amazingly i am myself always.

but i never dye my hair anymore.



btw, you should read my friends page some time... there are some crazy entries goin on. and that's the beauty of livejournal i guess - sharing.

[rkt.livejournal.com]

there's a difference between sponging other people's behaviors and doing something solely for another.
and something else just to get the boy.

what sort of shenanigans are you trying to drag me into with this friends page of which you speak?

[ex-flowed553.livejournal.com]

http://www.livejournal.com/users/cloudbear/friends (http://www.livejournal.com/users/cloudbear/friends)

[rkt.livejournal.com]

i know how to get to lj-friends pages. i'm just not so sure of the chaos i suspect you might be dragging me into.

[ex-flowed553.livejournal.com]

*huge sigh*

:P

[rkt.livejournal.com]

i know.
but i love (in a strictly platonic, non-sexual sort of way) you.

[ex-flowed553.livejournal.com]

DITTO BABE!

(could you add "absolutely not physical" to that description however?)

lol

j/k -- i love hugs!

[rkt.livejournal.com]

ha. yes. and "absolutely not physically" either.

still love ya babes.

you know what i mean.

[(Anonymous)]

So you're going to do "nothing" just to get the boy. Why don't you stop showering and shaving your legs....oh wait.

[rkt.livejournal.com]

and why don't you have a journal again?